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Sunday, October 31, 2010

love and light and hope and peace


Did you know that YOU are loved with an everlasting love? (Jeremiah 31:3)
“The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.”
Deuteronomy 33:27
“But God demonstrates His own love for us in this, while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8

May Jesus Christ light up your life this day and always!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

limbo-ville

has God ever had you in a place named limbo-ville?

a place where you knew you weren't going to be forever, and yet you didn't know when you would get to the next place? or even what that next place would be?

a place where you could vaguely picture what the next phase in life would be like, but sometimes it seemed that the next phase would never really happen?

a place where you get so excited about, and yet you cannot get there any faster because you. are. not. in. control.?



we are in that place. we have been in that place for what seems like forever. we are trying to rest in this place. to be fully present in the place God has us today. to not wish today away in the hopes of a tomorrow that looks different.

i have failed to do this resting thing well, to do this waiting thing well. God, forgive me. please meet us where we are this morning and help us rest in this place.

this place called limbo-ville.

ps: the picture in this post has absolutely nothing to do with anything. but he looks cute. and if i really wanted to stretch it into something meaningful, i would say that our two year old is illustrating our life at the moment: we are not at all where we thought we would be, but we are trying to make the best of it.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

staging

thank you so much for the welcome back comments.

for those of you who don't know, there is no adoption news to report. We are waiting and watching and hoping and praying.

in light of the decision to move in the direction of listing our house on the market sooner rather than later, we had a stager come to our home yesterday to give us some tips.

what is a stager? well, according to the movie leap year (which I haven't seen but heard about when I told a friend that a stager was coming to my house),
it is a con-artist.
a person who gives ideas about how to make your home sell faster by giving potential buyers the impression that your home is spacious, clean, and well organized. what paint colors to use, what accessories to add, what furniture to delete.

sounds great, right?

she walked around each room, making comments along the way, balancing nice things and well, reality. she walked in every closet. she took pictures.

there are so many things you don't see until somebody else sees them.

did I tell you she took pictures? of my closet?

The nerve.

Seeing our closet in pictures is much worse than seeing it in person each morning and evening.

Ouch.

Let's just say we have our work cut out for us. We have "the list", a detailed, room by room analysis and job descriptions. So needless to say, Joel is currently painting, and I took it upon myself to go from store to store buying "prettiness" for our "space".

I'll keep you posted.

but I probably won't share the pictures.

Monday, October 18, 2010

yoooo-hoooo

Yes, I am alive!
I am here!

Once you get really far behind in blogging, it is so hard to catch up. Just like journaling, I guess. How in the world do you say all that has been going on since May, when I last posted?

I knew it was time to post when I realized my mom knew more about the lives of the kids in the blogs on my side bar than she knew about mine. oops.

time to post.

Since May, we have
1. waited
2. finished school
3. enjoyed the beach
4. waited
5. decluttered
5. traveled to visit family
6. waited
7. started back to school
8. played soccer
9. waited.

Here are the blessings this afternoon:


It is football season. We are happy people.